January 26, 2010 § 2 Comments
She Was Mine – Aj Rafael ft. Jesse Barrera
January 22, 2010 § Leave a comment
This feeling, over and over again.
At first I wasn’t motivated to get this feeling.
I have walked away from that kind of life with empty-handed.
Then, I don’t know.
It’s only a five letter word but it might change my whole life.
How innocence I’m for now!
It’s like trying to forget what you always remember.
That voice, my mind, and I don’t know, I think all those things had driven me insane.
I think I needed that one.
It’s at the tip of my tongue, but I can’t tell anyone and I wouldn’t.
I really want to and if can’t, I wish God will show it immediately.
January 20, 2010 § Leave a comment
I feel like I’m writing a trash that you don’t have to read, because for now, I feel like a kind of trash you will throw away to the bin. Someone that you will count in your party at the last minute. Someone that you won’t get worry to live inside the pressure, even though I actually don’t deserve to.
This day, I believe money can change everything, trust, consideration, consensus decision-making, and so on. Most of people wouldn’t agree with it, but in fact, this thing is going on and on.
Sometimes, I wish I was someone with that kind of power, capable for doing those and these things. But, then sudden thought came, if I was someone like that then I will be just exactly same as them. Then, I don’t want to.
I guess, it’s really hard to live like this. I don’t know, but I’ll try to keep the stone to roll on.