monologue #45: non cancerous tumor.

August 26, 2009 § Leave a comment

Medicine that contains dexamethasone  is given to cancer patients undergoing chemotherapy, to counteract certain side-effects of their antitumor treatment.

Dear my beloved doctor, how could you give me some pills that contains of this?


monologue #44: Pieces of Junk, Pieces of Hope

August 23, 2009 § Leave a comment

Painful headache in early morning would probably kill me, but thank God I’m alive. Almost the end of holiday season and the beginning of Ramadan, people are busy with their stuff, so do I. Read a lot of books, listen to some albums, and doing some other things, mostly at home. At this holiday time I was weaker than usual. Several times I got sick, just like now. I suffered flu. But, I’ll get better soon.

I need to meditate, to think about my whole life. 19 years old, it will be my last year as a teenager. I can’t believe time is ticking faster and faster. I used to create my own target of life. I have to create it any more, for next ten year period.

I realized that some of sad stories at my past are pieces of junk, and then my next coming future is pieces of hope.

monologue #43: hello sarcasm!

August 14, 2009 § 2 Comments

I got this link from Theta. My favourite one is



“Relax. It will all be over soon”

monologue #42: what should I do?

August 13, 2009 § 2 Comments

Pengecekan IRS
1. Mata kuliah PSI21201 – Psikologi Pendidikan sudah terisi penuh; posisi 42 dari kapasitas 40 orang.
2. Mata kuliah PSI21101 – Psikologi Perkembangan Manusia sudah terisi penuh; posisi 37 dari kapasitas 35 orang.

If  I drop it, I will mess up my schedule. What should I do?

monologue #41: I would like to see someone’s dead body inside a sink hole

August 12, 2009 § Leave a comment

She came home dead, without nothing to say. She noticed that her pain won’t go away. Its the life inside and the words he didn’t say. If he always worried about her and he have already known about it, would he replace her destiny?

I doubt so.

That’s why I want to see his dead body inside a sink hole.

Inspired by Van She’s song, Virgin Suicide and after reading Lovely Bones.

mean a while

August 7, 2009 § 4 Comments

I have deactivated my facebook account to prevent my self of being reported again. Hufh. Welcome to real life, let’s shut down your PC and go outside, Gisca!

kerjaan siapa nih?

August 6, 2009 § 2 Comments

seseorang telah me-report gue dari facebook dan akun gue jadinya ke blokir. buat yang udah nge-report, “selamat anda sukses!”

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